"I still don’t feel as though I’ve woken up just yet. This sounds silly and maybe overindulgent but I keep thinking about everything you said about this (everything) being a dream and it keeps running through my mind and I can’t help but feel as though it really might be true. You wandering around the cathedral…is a dream, the Great Flood levels of rain pelting sideways under my umbrella as I wait for the bus to work is just a dream, my restless sleep and gritted teeth in my solitary bed…is just a dream, and we’ll both wake up to something entirely different at some point."
— shut up i am dreaming
